My friend after losing $ 1000 I thought I should stop trading for a few days to find my mistakes and problems, I would try to find out the mistakes and have to discuss with other successful traders about my mistakes, when I would understand the problem I had to fix it by practicing on a demo account. and learning from your own mistakes is good. You mention your problem very clearly. so try to change it, Use repair lot size, 0.05 to 0.1 will be ideal for your account and don't open too many trades at one time. Make a routine / time table for trading and fix a maximum hour to trade every day according to your trading style. And I would suggest using the target stop loss and take profit in each position.