It's a shame it's bad to hear that you lose a large amount but hopefully it will help you to move forward more carefully. Don't be disappointed that it's an inseparable part. sometimes you get big profits and sometimes luck is not with you. However, do not repeat the mistakes you make and also share your bad experiences with others so that we can learn something from you and losses in the forex market can occur, but you must know how well you can handle losses and try to accept losses, because part of the job on the forex market and must control yourself when it happens